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It’s our 2 year anniversary! Oh man, butterflies in my stomach like when we first got together! Feeling like a teenager in love!

So glad I can still feel this way after all we’ve been through.

We’re stronger than ever.


Will someone please explain the weight gain here?

I gained 3 lbs yesterday and 2 lbs today. How? I’ve been to the gym THREE DAYS IN A ROW going SO hard at the treadmill, bike, and elliptical.

Tuesday March 24th, 2014:
Pre-workout: 217 lbs
Post-workout: 216 lbs

Wednesday March 25th, 2014:
Pre-workout: 218 lbs
Post-workout: 217 lbs

WTF DUDE?? 1 to 1.5 hours at the gym per day and that’s what I get? So frustrating.

On top of feeling like absolute crap for 4 days. Nausea, dizziness, no sleep, and stress.

Went to the gym last night.

June 22nd, 2014:

215 lbs.


Went on vacation. Ate like shit for well over a week. No exercise either. Lost 2 pounds at the very least. I ate a lot since Saturday so I could actually have an extra 2 pounds of food still digesting easily.

We were back at the gym today. I ran for a minute at a time rather than 15 - 30 seconds here and there. I probably ran a total of 6 minutes. I never thought I would get there.

I shocked myself when my boyfriend said to do a cool down so we could leave in 20 minutes. I put the treadmill up to my run speed and held up my finger as if saying “1 more”. I did it!

Having a workout partner is so much more rewarding.

Monday June 9th, 2014:

Pre workout: 214 lbs

Post workout: 213 lbs

I haven’t had Dairy Queen in a long time and now I remember why… it makes me sick to my stomach!! I feel so nauseas right now. Eating Tums like candy. I bet my nerves and anxiety don’t help either :(

I need to clean up my act. I say this every time I don’t feel good and I don’t stick to it. I need self control!

On a related note… went to the gym for the first time in 2 MONTHS and weighed myself. I know it’s more about how you look and feel than the weight but I haven’t gained or lost any weight since my last visit. If I had better shoes I bet I could do better at the gym. Mom said she’d get me some shoes. I need to take her up on that offer.

Here it is:

Friday May 23rd, 2014:

216 lbs

I had to take extreme measures but I was able to get my nipple rings out last night, FINALLY!

It’s been 4 months and I haven’t been able to take them out and completely clean them. There is only so much I was able to do when I couldn’t access the threads or 90% of the barbell. It was so painful!

I got them out, cleaned the jewelry, and showered and now they are wonderful! They have been much better in the past 12 hours since I did it! So much relief!

They had such a hard time healing since I couldn’t clean them 100%. They hurt so bad that it has put me in tears. Now it is a totally different story and they look and feel MUCH better. So much happier! I hope that was the end of my woes!

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